Club Consciousness – December 2025

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Welcome to the Club Consciousness call from December 2025!

If you’re uncomfortable, you’re going in the right direction.

What if you started looking at your life, if you look at where your weird area is — you might not even know right now, because you might be so delusional, and that’s what’s really fucking trippy as an adult, as a humanoid, to get to the point where you’re an adult and still not see it — especially as someone who’s sought consciousness — that was such a fucking mind-bend for me. Because I’m so self-aware. And then to come to this awareness that there was this whole area of my behavior and psychology that I had been unconscious to, it was not pleasant. But I embraced the change. I want to be me. Not this other thing.

Trauma-based delusion is an advanced consciousness conversation. You’ve maybe been playing the bongos with your hands. And now you’re being handed an instrument that if you touch the string at all wrong, it makes the most horrible note in the universe. But if you can approach the instrument with enough caring for you, it makes the most beautiful music in the universe. So we’re no longer using the blunt instruments of the beginning tools of consciousness — the beginning tools are more blunt, they’re more generalized. Now we’re getting to the advanced tools, which are like the scalpels that are either going to cut the cancer out or that you’re never going to pick up because you don’t trust yourself enough.