I started facilitating Access Consciousness at age 19 because literally nothing else felt right. In my teens I had been severely depressed, not to mention angry. I was so full of what I thought was hate and social paranoia that I spent the majority of my time alone, I struggled a lot. I turned to drugs as any self exploring, highly sensitive, creative weirdo would.
Nature became my saviour, best friend and teacher and I disappeared into nature and drugs to escape the world. That was fun until it wasn’t anymore and the drugs started to make me worse rather than open me up.
All the while my stepfather was developing what he would soon call Access Consciousness®. Initially I thought it was super weird and didn’t want to do the stuff my dad was into, but after going through some extremely dark times I turned to Gary for help.
Through me going within and ‘asking’ the energy to change, the world changed around me. I wasn’t protesting the pollution; I wasn’t seeking to change it by means outside of me.
I no longer could look outside of myself for the problem, I realized within my Being was a key to change reality.
I now live a magical life, full of joy and possibility. I have come a long way from that suicidal, angry teenager.
Today I joyfully grow the possibilities rather than struggle and survive my life. I travel seven to eight months out of the year (which I LOVE) seeing the world and facilitating Access and meeting some of the most amazing, courageous, seeking people. I run my own consciousness business, have married an amazing man who expands and nurtures my life everyday.